luvelle

Why is the whole world so emo? Aiyohhh... It's the New Year!!! Time to collect angbaos! Come on!

I need hugs and to get away from my computer. SERIOUSLY. Need booze, music, whatever... Anything. I'm going nuts in front of my compy. Wanna pick up girls in clubs woohoo. Hmm for some reason I tend to dirty dance with the meatier girls in clubs. Sort of got hooked to the feeling after I started dancing with Charis. I just find them sexier.

Bah don't like CNY! Will be forced to wake up early... Stay out till I'm freaking tired in the stupid weather. The weather's making me sick. Rawr.

Need hugs. Just gonna hug my bolster tonight. Bleh. Why isn't daddy asleep yet? I cannot misbehave with him still awake.

I suddenly have two friends talking to me about fairytales simultaneously. James likened me to a princess being locked at home because daddy is keeping watch till 2am and won't let me out, so I need a prince to rescue me. And apparently there are some impediments along the way in my fairytale. Sigh oh sigh. So fairytales do not exist.

And my nick on MSN prompted Hoe Soon to ask me which fairytale I like the most. I said none. :D

Heng's heartbroken now. I don't know how to help her. Her "fairytale" is over. Getting your heart broken. Is the truth really so hard to accept? Does being indifferent and unfeeling help? Doesn't it get empty after some time? Everyone craves companionship and needs hugs. But well yea when it comes to fairytales, there can never be a happily ever after no matter how hard you search. Or maybe it's up to us to find out and create one for ourselves.