luvelle

I hate the nights. So very often I'm cheated of the day. What is it that makes the darkness so hard to get by? I hate the dark, not because I'm scared of it, but darkness makes the past all the more real.

Love is in the air. If only you would bother differentiating it from the odour of hatred and anger, you could feel the love; there's a subtle difference between love and hate. Why are people so afraid to profess their love for one another? Saying I like you really means I love you, to a certain extent. Saying I care for you means I love you and I don't want anything bad to happen to you. Saying I hate you means I love you but why do you hurt me so deeply. Stupid humans... What a joke.

Relationship is just a game that we play; the dumper wins and the dumped loses. Do not make promises you will not keep; it breaks the soul of the weak-hearted. Stop saying I love you when you've stopped loving.

Looks fade... Hopefully the love wouldn't. Marry a man who has everything to lose if he lost you but never ever do anything that will break his heart; he may not heal. Wounds fade into scars; scars mark the strength of the wounded. Be yourself and find someone who will love you for who you are.

Thank you for loving me. Trust that I will not do anything in my ability to hurt you; I will not let those who have hurt me translate into your pain. No man who hurts me is worth me dying for; he does not even deserve my tears. Such a man is not worth me inflicting pain on you just because of his scummish deeds. You will not lose me, emotionally or physically, because we still have so much to go through together. I want to be your bridesmaid when you get married. I want to attend your graduation ceremony. I want to grow old with you and fulfil our bucket list together. I will be the one to pluck your grey hairs. You will not lose me.

The night will soon fade into the day... And then, I will sleep.

I smell a big fish in your dish. I suppose I do have quite a keen sense of smell. ;)

After much rest this weekend, I'm finally well again, hopefully. Had a bad headache in the noon, then slept till evening. Not without nightmares as usual. Dreamt that I was being chased down the street/city half-naked (I realise my dreams always involve me feeling "exposed") by some psycho woman. Angbao collection went well this year. Much more moolah than I had expected hehe. Too bad I'm going to ban myself from Ben and Jerry's. This marks the end of an era. Now checking my emails fervently and plotting graphs like crazy. I'm going to sleep early tonight no matter what, and wake up at 5 to go running.

感情这种事是很难理解的。
爱了失去了，能不能不再爱？
到头来心还是会受到伤害。
爱了就算了。。。