luvelle

(Ladies)
So if your dude ain't actin right,
You tell that dude he got to go,
If that dude be clamin that he broke,
You tell that dude he got to go
If he wants you to stay in the house everyday and night,
You tell that dude he got to go
If he wants to run the streets,
Then you run the streets to and you tell him he got to go

Baby, Baby somebody's gonna cry tonight,
Baby (baby), Baby (baby), but it won't be my tears tonight
(Lets go!)
So whatcha think about that,
Whatcha think about it,
So whatcha think about that, that, that (oh baby)

Tonight we're gonna switch up,
I'll do you, you do me,
Tonight your gonna stay home while I run the streets

What do you, what do you, what do you, what do you think about that baby,
What do you, what do you, what do you, what do you think about that?

Baby!, Imma let you play my part,
So you can feel a broken heart,
Let me just talk, make sure that you call
So I can say it

Baby, Baby somebody's gonna cry tonight,
Baby (baby), Baby (baby), but it won't be my tears tonight
So whatcha think about that,
Whatcha think about it,
So whatcha think about that, that, that (oh baby)

Tonight your gonna call me a thousand times,
Tonight I'mma make up a thousand lies

How do you, How do you, How do you, How do you feel about that baby,
How do you, How do you, How do you, How do you feel about that?

Baby, Imma let you play my part,
So you can feel a broken heart,
Let me just talk, make sure that you call
So I can say it!

Baby, Baby somebody's gonna cry tonight (that's right),
Baby (baby), Baby (baby), but it won't be my tears tonight, oh

So whatcha think about that, (oh)
Whatcha think about it, (oh)
So whatcha think about that, that, that (oh baby)

Okay!
Hol up, whatcha think about that,
You wear the dress and I put on your slacks,
Tonight I'm goin out and ain't comin back,
You ain't gonna get no more pussycat,
See me in the club I'm out with my girls,
Do like you do when your out with your goods,
Up in the club it's just me and my girls
Play like Katy Perry kissin on girls,
Now you can't eat or sleep,
And now you in the house thinking about me,
And now I do what you do to me,
And now I love to see you weeping

Baby, Baby (baby) somebody's gonna cry tonight (somebody's gonna cry to tonight)
Baby (baby), Baby (baby), but it won't be my tears tonight, oh

So whatcha think about that, (oh)
Whatcha think about it, (tell me)
So whatcha think about that, that, that (oh baby)

(Oooooo baby, hey)

(Ladies)
So if your dude ain't actin right,
You tell that dude he got to go,
If that dude be clamin that he broke,
You tell that dude he got to go
If he wants you to stay in the house everyday and night,
You tell that dude he got to go
If he wants to run the streets,
Then you run the streets to and you tell him he got to go

(Baby, baby)
Oh baby, somebody gonna cry tonight, oh, somebody gonna cry tonight, baby!

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Anyone watches Flight of the Conchords? One of the characters looks very much like someone I used to go out with. Hmm Jill might know who I'm talking about. Haha. No wonder I always thought he looked familiar when we were going out (since I caught the first season pretty long ago). Oei you stalker-friends-of-his, stop looking at my facebook. Gah just sidetracking. Elliptical trainer time! Lose them pounds!

Getting some advice on how to ward off creeps at clubs. I don't like clubbing these days. I'm with friends, but still alone, and I have to look on the floor, why? to avoid eye contact with people urghs. Can't dance properly because weirdos keep coming up to dance around me then I'll have to turn away. AND THE WORST: those that grind. I know I got a sweet ass, but I don't appreciate people rubbing me with their "grapes".

Was complaining to a friend that I'm also avoiding people at popular clubs, but never said why. :P Ok one obvious reason is because I don't like them. Second reason is because I owe someone money but I'm not willing to pay him back 'cos he deserves it. If he wants the money back, he should go get it from his dear dear friend who tried to play me. Doh.

Hmm so, elbow jab them when they come close. But must be at the precise point. Right below the ribs. Luckily I'm skinny, got sharper elbow, can really poke him in the stomach.

I still like clubbing in Bangkok. Very very nice music. I should be going there mid of this year. Woots!

I think there's a ghost in my compy. I keep "nudging" James accidentally even though my cursor is far away. I think there's a semi-stuck key. I need to change to a new lappy. :)))

I see Weiwei's gingerbread man toy, and I feel like grabbing her from my parents' room and cuddling her to sleep, to remind me of the goodness in life... That without me, she'll have one less person to get excited about when I enter through the front door. Tranxene, Lorazepam, Fluoxetine... These names have become familiar to me again. Can't I just do without them?

I think one of the biggest flaws about me is that I am too observant in tiny little details. It makes me sweat out the small stuff, like stupid little specks of dirt, etc etc etc. Too good a memory when it comes to lots of stuff. My friends are always surprised at the level of detail I recall things. Bleah. And that is why I've learnt to block out a lot of things from my memory. People mention sensitive topics, my mind shuts off into wonderland... La di da~ So please just shut the fuck up. :)

Eyebags have gone, magically. The curse has been lifted!!! Sweeeeeettt! I shall be permanently beautiful.

Someone called me a "bastard's kryptonite"? Lol. Nice one. What goes around comes back around. Go figure what it means. I've given enough hints.

I can't always pretend to be so tough though. It's tough acting tough. I end up pushing away everything, including things that are good for me. Then what next? Having to deal with emptiness? Quite so contrary to what I tell my friends who are not happy. I do not practise what I preach. :)

Luvelle is a very good sweet-talker, having learnt from the best anyways, right? After all, those who know me know that I learn fast. That's perhaps my downfall. I get too conceited. Lorazepam never worked for me. Tranxene did better, in at least 5 times the usual dosage though. Anxiety is a real pain-in-the-ass. In this case, it's giving me butterflies in my tummy. People are selfish. They all are. Including me. But I am happy if you're happy. Remember to write a book on that, and acknowledge that I inspired your words. :)

Goodbye virtual world, for now. Tata!!! And please please PLEASE DON'T CALL OR TEXT ME. Phone == OFF. No voicemails too. Don't be annoying.

... because you just might get it, and even more. :\

So tonight... Hmmm many options. First, dinner with Liz. Then, drinks-only or party-party? Don't feel super sociable, but we'll see how my day goes.

Meeting the CEC people tomorrow for dinner! :D

I think I should sell Valentine's day cookies! Any buyers? :)

It's so hard resisting the temptation to talk to you. I can't keep going to you when I need someone to listen. But yea no I'm going to be strong, and stay strong, for your sake.

Luvelle is such an extremist. I read this artcle on why Facebook is "bad", and I'm pretty convinced, so there, my profile is still there, but no one can see very much anymore. :P

How annoying. I think it's my fault though. It's just my natural aura maybe. Even Liz pointed this out to me before, that whenever I'm single, there's never just ONE guy showing his interest. Not that that confuses me, but I hate rejecting people. You can hardly ever keep these dudes as friends. I'm just sentimental like that. Sighs. Don't like me la. Not worth it la. I will hurt you la. :P