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I'm forced to stay at the clinic for half an hour for observation after my injection, just in case I pass out or something. :\ Some kind of new policy I guess. Previous two times I could just leave. But yea it's true, the vaccine makes me dizzy so I suppose that's why they implemented this rule. I remember the last two times I took the jabs I didn't eat anything beforehand, and really felt like passing out on the way out. This time I ate almost a whole big pack of chips. Gawd. I've contracted Jill's bad eating habits.

Had a meeting with my boss that lasted almost 2 hours. He says he wants to "kick" me out of grad school asap so I have to come to school everyday. Boo. My face ugly issit? Ok la, I always feel much better talking to him and more motivated to do work. I have to stop doing random shits and look forward to graduation. I cannot see it yet!!! Why am I so pessmistic? Graduate school is D-E-PRESSING.

I have to stop emo-ing about boys. Boys are stupido. I'm sure trying to get a PhD will distract me from that. F-O-C-U-S... Full of cut up shit.

Okay my half hour's up. And my arm is numb!!! :(

Oh gawd. I've been out the whole evening and only now I realise the nurse stuck the band-aid right below the injection wound! No wonder my arm's so painful. Germs flying in and all that. Urgh.

Met up with Ying for dinner. It's always nice to catch up with her. My mum called at 10.40pm to ask if I was in school, and it was only then that we realise that it's almost 11, and we thought it was still 9-plus. So much to talk about. Relationships, work, miscellaneous stuff... Mainly work, I guess. I really admire her. I really wish I could be like her. She's taking pilates, works long hours, takes japanese classes, gives tuition... I feel like a slacker!!! Waaaa emo-ness.

Talking about Ying makes me miss the days I was in the choir. I want to join the choir again. I think I should sing. I quit after 4 years because it got boring and I wanted to try out something new. But since I've lost touch, I miss making harmonies and tunes and rhythms. If I could be in an a-capella group it'd be even more awesome. :)

Today feels like a good day. At least I feel that I can sleep. Another long day in school tomorrow, hopefully I can be rid of some work. Boss nagging at me to graduate. Sigh. 2.5 years in grad school and still nothing much. How miserable. One more module to take next semester. I'm starting to be sick of grad school and its mundane-ness. Where will my future lie?