luvelle

I'm in school now! But I feel really nauseous for some reason. My head is spinning. Tea overload? I keep yawning but I'm VERY SURE I've had enough sleep. In school now. Gonna spend my entire weekend here. Being at home just makes me sleepy. And hmm just had this panic attack for no particular reason, and I'm trying to calm down. Cramps! Owwie. Pain. *whine*

I'm not particularly concerned about my weight now, even though it bugs me if I cannot fit into XS size clothes, but I think I look best during PMS when I actually have more curves. Tummy is bloated but it's toned and it actually looks 'just nice' because I don't look emaciated. Chubbier arms and thighs but I feel more...womanly? :P But then comes the stomach cramps, and I feel like shit. Oh I think that's what's making me feel nauseous now.

Oooh I'm luvelle on Facebook too! Yeay! I couldn't be luvelle on Friendster before but it doesn't matter because FB is in and Friendster isn't anymore!

My dad suggested that I be a Polytechnic lecturer in the future because 1. less strenuous, 2. pay is good. Hence life will be easy. But I'll probably BORE myself to death. I guess till now my dad still doesn't understand me enough. I know he's worked hard, and I know he's been working at a stable and 'safe' job all these years, and sure, being rich isn't a bad thing, and I know he has my interests at heart, but money isn't really my priority. Of course if people were to gimme free money, I wouldn't mind, but I need something that'll keep my adrenaline up. What I'm doing now is actually putting me through this, so I'm liking it more and more, to my own surprise. Hurhur. But I wonder how long this will actually last because I sure do not have that much of an attention span. I have pretty high threshold for pain, as my beauty therapist has noted. Burning my skin with laser is pffft, nothing, especially when you have to go through intense pain for an entire week every month.

Yea I'm just stalling before getting started on my program. My heart sinks everytime I see ERROR, or AssertionError. I added assert statements everywhere to make sure I got the logic right, but everytime I solve one problem, a new one comes up, but at least it works for larger network now. Gahhhh multithreading, semaphores, locks, whatever...