I know it's not my fault. I don't have that much of an ego. It's just that, I should've known. I knew. He was telling me his problems. I should've followed my instincts. I know people don't get it. It's okay.

I listen to people too much. I care too much about looking stupid.

I'm really sorry. I know it's not my fault, maybe but I'm sorry I even hurt you before. I don't know what else to say. I should've trusted you. I should've trusted my instincts. But fark, why did you do something so stupid?! Fuck.