It's Been Awhile...
And I'm doing fine. Well I don't know what to feel about having so much drama happening in such a short span of time, but sometimes I think I deserve it because if there wasn't drama I'd be looking for one. But I'm hanging out with less self-destructive people these days, and I've learnt to cherish them. It's times like these that help you realise the people who love you the most. Valas called from Japan to ask if I needed to talk; Mich and Jill have been my pillars of support consistently and I love them so so much; and all others who spent time with me... You cannot imagine what I'd do without all of you.

My ex was never an ass to me. But I made a very tough decision to cut him out of my life because I need to forget. He was sweet at the wake, but I keep thinking that he could've done more for me. But oh well, it's over. I know. This whole fiasco is really messed up. Like I said, 2008 was a bad year for me.

Feel like I'm coming down with something. Head hurting.

I don't know why some people have no passion for anything. They seem okay with everything. But one thing that irks me most is how some girls let assholes come into their lives, screw them over, and just pretend to forget about the whole thing. The perspective of most is that, they don't want to get into trouble yadayada, or that revenge just takes too much time and is only for the immature people. I wouldn't call it revenge per se, it's more like, letting others know where you stand. Hence, I have a mission to eliminate all jerks of the world. To some, it may seem wasteful of resources, but I cannot bear to see my future kids get fucked over by scums of the earth. I don't know about others though, maybe they're okay with letting their kids get screwed.

Hurhur, it's 2am, and nothing good ever comes out of my head after 2am. I feel like I have lots of passion in lots of aspects, just not enough when it comes to work. If only I could channel all the energy into work. I'd be awesome.