Why Men Love Bitches
Sometimes I wonder if I'm a little too easygoing. I don't ask for much, really. I just ask to be happy. But it seems like to be able to snag a nice guy, you have to be a bitch. Or rather, I see my attached boy friends stuck with girlfriends who are very bitchy indeed. Most of them are not self-reliant, and I'd definitely hate to be like them, depending on a guy to survive. But hmm back when I was very much in love, I was also pretty demanding. Not in the materialistic sense, but I just had to be in the limelight in his life. If he spoke to a girl, it'd drive me nuts, and he'd have to assure me afterwards that she's uglier than I am, that he will not bother to take a second look at her... He had to remember all the 'special' dates, like our monthly anniversary dates, Valentine's day, my birthday etc. I'd also hint for gifts, like the big cuddly teddy bear that I'd lose interest in after 2 months. Hurhur.

Someone even commented before that it seems like I need a lot of attention to be happy. Yes, that's true, but I think it helps keep my guy's attention piqued at all times, and keeping him alert.

Bleah, and then today Fonz says that I pose too little of a challenge these days, hence my guy might lose interest after awhile. Which means, to snag a good guy, I have to be very troublesome and high maintenance, ya? :P

But then again, relationships are not on my priority list these days. I was just wondering if I wasn't good enough, but then I know it's not true, because I've groomed myself so well that now I'm near perfect. What's there not to like? And yea it hurts my ego indeed if it really was because of me. So I rule out this reason. Some people just don't know what they have till they lose it. :)

Talk is cheap, isn't it? Someone says he's coming back to SG for good, and he's got a new condo. And he called me a lucky lady because soon I'll have him as a boyfriend. Lol whaaaat?? If I ever agree, then he'll be the luckiest dude in the world to be able to spoil me. So much sweet talk tsktsk. An overseas SMS/call for him probably costs him peanuts, compared to the amount he earns. Hmm, oooh the moolah does sound appealing though. Yummy. And then I'll get myself involved with someone I cannot trust/control again which by itself, is self-defeating. So maybe not ALL men love bitches. Hmm.

One thing that people fail to see is how apt I am in playing word games. My ex used to complain that I'll nitpick at everything he says. Haha. Which frustrated him a lot. So funny la. I can turn an innocent statement to something nasty. But I still think Jill and Mich are better than I am when it comes to that. Nothing he says will ever be right. Hence, I also try to avoid arguing with my girl friends 'cos it'll never end. :P

If our love ever ended, I'd leave. But the memories will be hard to erase. Memories are what make us want to stay.