luvelle ([info]luvelle) wrote,
@ 2009-07-21 11:15:00
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The Book of Lies
In the book of lies, I shall compile every single lie they've ever told. But it's so funny, we complain about the most honest men and tell them off for being too insensitive and for speaking their minds.

For all I know, the one whom I didn't trust back then might just have been the one whom I should've trusted. The one I trusted the most betrayed my trust long ago, although he claims to love me too much to let me go now. Thing is, would you rather be in the know if the person you trusted with all your heart and soul cannot be trusted? Or is it better to be the one whom he/she is cheating with and get treated like an object?

I keep saying that there is no THE ONE, and that I do not believe in soulmates. But maybe deep down inside, I actually do believe in that crap. Maybe I'm better off being alone, and having an upper hand of the game that I now know so well. After all, what is each and everyone of us humans but a sex object, that rots into nothingness after death?

"Oh my baby you're so special. How can you doubt what I say?"

Oh baby, you're so special too. You're easily replaceable like no other though.

I think now I know why you couldn't take living in this world any longer.



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loser
(Anonymous)
2009-07-21 07:48 am UTC (link)
you are a absolute freaking loser. all your life is about make belief stories and exaggerated tales about your own conjured drama mama "love-life" or non-existence "love-life".

you have NO genuine friends and for those that pity you and take you as a "friend", you call them "babe" this "babe" that and "i love you girlies" etc etc when the affection level is OBVIOUSLY made up and played up to make it seem like you are popular and all.

you just are one INSECURE and loser freak. Yes you will respond "who is not insecure" or "everyone has their little insecurities but i am just too honest to blog it all" but the truth is that you are a loser who acts smart, acts cute, acts sexy, acts popular, LIES thru your teeth and just LOVES ATTENTION (yes you will also write who doesn't like attention but yours is till a level you need medical help, really).

look at your posts, its either about struggling to cope with school (shows you are not that smart to begin with, for goodness sake it's only NUS grad school, not MIT) or you purposely self induced some emotional nonsense by contacting some ex and cook up a storm and all that crap.

get a life, and you need help, really.

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Re: loser
[info]luvelle
2009-07-21 08:10 am UTC (link)
Aww I appreciate your concern, and thanks for spending so much time reading through my posts! It seems like you're a devoted fan, helping me rake up the rankings and increasing the dollars I get in ads. Please continue supporting!

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Re: loser
[info]thirstyhippo
2009-07-21 02:41 pm UTC (link)
I'm sorry (or maybe I'm not) but I beg to differ that she has no genuine friends.

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Re: loser
[info]luvelle
2009-07-21 02:54 pm UTC (link)
Hehe. Aww you're right! *hugs* :)

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Re: loser
(Anonymous)
2009-07-21 03:03 pm UTC (link)
To the first commenter,

You defined her as a loser, I define you as a coward. Why? Because you hide behind a veil and mask your true identity instead of admitting who you are. Behind this mask you wear, you flame her for being incapable of handling her studies, accuse her of having no genuine friends, assumes her life is made out of "made-believe" stories.

Now, read carefully.

1) For her to be brave and smart enough to air her views and admit that sometimes, even though she says she doesn't believe in something but deep down she probably does, THIS SHOWS COURAGE. Admission of something that may possibly change the course of her life the minute she believes in it.

Oh wait, you don't understand that - you know nothing about admitting since you hide behind a veil.

2) If she has no genuine friends, I will not be wasting my time defending her. Are you the one who is in need of genuine friends such that you don't even know its definition? Come on, get on with it. EVERYONE has genuine friends. If you can't find one, try HAPPYTREEFRIENDS. The cartoon characters might just pop out and entertain you.

3) NUS Grad School is one of the top universities in the WORLD. Jealous that you can't get to do your PhD? Well, don't fret. Jealousy will kill you. Besides, there is nothing wrong with moaning about work every now and then. I am sure you do it. Oh, stop playing the saint card and telling everyone you have never once complained about work or studies. You have never once lamented about how tough studying can be. You have never once lamented about ANYTHING in your life.

GREAT JOB! Heaven opens its pearly white gates for you since you're such a saint but God will push you down because you're such a liar.

I am proud of my namesake and I am happy she's gone so far in discovering who she is. Life's journey is tough and it takes admission of your fears to begin understanding who you are and she's taken that first step.

You? Gee. Try finding your name on the keyboard, press those buttons, before we speak again.

-her namesake.

PS: If you are really that much of a doofus and will reply that I hide behind a veil, you probably might want to check up what "namesake" means.

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Re: loser
[info]luvelle
2009-07-21 03:10 pm UTC (link)
*kisses* babe! See! Who says I don't have genuine friends?? 2 != 0

;)

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Re: loser
(Anonymous)
2009-07-21 04:33 pm UTC (link)
wow! what passionate replies eh! some friends you have, equally free to surf your blog (and increasing your blog count and ad fees to supplement your pathetic stipend) to defend you. well done. I am sure behind many other veils many other people who actually bother coming to this blog/livejournal can attest how drama mama michelle is or how she tries different men for the sake of having drama in her life.

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Re: loser
(Anonymous)
2009-07-21 04:36 pm UTC (link)
anyway for the record, I would reckon any guy unlucky enough to have known her say something. but maybe they have all realised everything about her is so so so fake that they don't visit this blog. Yes I am here because I am concerned about you (and your pathetic stipend). so be grateful, really.

p.s. you still need help, really.

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Re: loser
[info]luvelle
2009-07-21 11:10 pm UTC (link)
Mr James Yi, do you really miss me this much? Aww. :)

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Re: loser
(Anonymous)
2009-07-22 01:29 am UTC (link)
IP is great isn't it? ;p
That's why we all love networking! ^_^

*hugsies*


- b

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Re: loser
[info]luvelle
2009-07-22 01:33 am UTC (link)
Haha! Yea man. Easy to stalk people. :P

That's why we're studying networking in NUS grad school! :D

*hugs*

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Re: loser
(Anonymous)
2009-07-22 12:58 am UTC (link)
Have you ever wondered that maybe, just for a teensy weensy bit, if she was ever fake towards you, you probably deserved every bit of it just as how you were equally fake towards her?

Karma really sucks arse doesn't it? Tsk.

Live with it.

- her namesake

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Re: loser
(Anonymous)
2009-07-23 01:40 am UTC (link)
mate, after reading your comments, i really think you should get a life. im sure everyone else agrees that you are defo one person where the sun would shine brighter the day u are dead.

oh before you start commenting about michelle and how she 'tries' men, at least she is desirable enough to attract them, unlike you... who should have sat in jail 10 times over.

why dont you reflect on yourself before commenting about others? or shall we do it for u again by dedicating a new blog for you?

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Re: loser
(Anonymous)
2009-07-23 05:23 am UTC (link)
Internet troll spotted.
Do not feed the troll.

-ykl

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Re: loser
[info]luvelle
2009-07-23 06:20 am UTC (link)
LOL apparently troll's IPs leads to two separate locations in SG. Should I divulge or not? Teehee. But yea thou shalt not feed le troll.

Maybe I should sue for defamation. *gasps*!!

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