| luvelle ( @ 2009-08-04 12:31:00 |
My Fleeting Existence
If memories die away after one is gone, then what makes it wrong to hurt someone else in this lifetime? The residual feeling of guilt only lasts for as long as one is alive. After all, we live, grow old, and die only once. If it hurts this much despite having everything, then how much more does it hurt when you've got less?
If anyone gets hurt during this process, then I apologise in advance, but I've already got it all prepared. To others, it might be the most selfish thing to do, but aren't you being selfish not letting me get what I want? There's no selfless being as far as I'm concerned. My worth only lasts for as long as the lifetimes of those of you who know me. If I never existed then you wouldn't have known that you'd become emotionally attached to me. There's no point in trying to please, for it's only a temporary form of merriment.
To me, it just doesn't matter anymore. After all, you only invoke the feelings of missing someone if they're not around. Our presence makes us take one another for granted. I'll be gone as quickly as I appear.
If memories die away after one is gone, then what makes it wrong to hurt someone else in this lifetime? The residual feeling of guilt only lasts for as long as one is alive. After all, we live, grow old, and die only once. If it hurts this much despite having everything, then how much more does it hurt when you've got less?
If anyone gets hurt during this process, then I apologise in advance, but I've already got it all prepared. To others, it might be the most selfish thing to do, but aren't you being selfish not letting me get what I want? There's no selfless being as far as I'm concerned. My worth only lasts for as long as the lifetimes of those of you who know me. If I never existed then you wouldn't have known that you'd become emotionally attached to me. There's no point in trying to please, for it's only a temporary form of merriment.
To me, it just doesn't matter anymore. After all, you only invoke the feelings of missing someone if they're not around. Our presence makes us take one another for granted. I'll be gone as quickly as I appear.